bero-oh-da

Ibu : "Ya dah besar nanti kalau nak buat rumah nak buat kat mane?"

Sya berumur dua tahun: "Kat Laut Merah!"

Ibu : "Abalang pulak nak buat kat mane?"

Abalang berumur tiga tahun : "Aaaa..."

Sya yang masih berumur dua tahun : "Kat Laut Hitam lah! dia kan hitam!"

ini dia budak hitammmm

sape ada abang? kalau ada, tahniahhhh ye sebab tak ramai orang tau ada abang. espesyeli yang cantik dan anggun kat luar sane, if you have a big brother, consider yourself lucky because you know there's someone to send (to kill) if any guy nak menggatal! (beside your dad, of course) not saying that this guy, i mean, black guy up here is doing the same, but yeah, saya nak berlagak jap for having a big bro who does more than that.

-ada abang yang mesej hari Jumaat ajak tengok midnight movie malam tu tak? nape Jumaat? sebab hari tu balik weekend and you know home is a place to let go all the stress tensely accumulated in the whole 168 hours! tiba tiba ada orang ajak tengok movie, walaupun korang yang belanja, tapi tetap fuyohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

-ada abang yang jadi drebar sepenuh masa? dah la belajar Mechatronics kan, tapi nak pulak amek keje part time. omaiii. well, drebar sepenuh masa is defined as SEPENUH MASA. as in

"Abalang tunggu luar la. Ya nak beli Subway jap. jappp je."

*came back an hour later because Linnea has 70% off*

"okay dah. jom pegi Jusco pulak. (end year-sale)"

-ada tak abang yang masuk kete je, pokpek pokpek pokpek cakap pasal movie baru, lagu english yang DIA baru dengar *haha*, gosip terkini artis dan gosip jiran tetangga when all you do is

*looking straight down to your handphone, replying messages from si dia*

"so Ya nak bluetooth tak lagu tu? citer tu pun ada kat external Abalang."

"ha? lagu ape? cite ape?"

-ada tak abang yang nak teman shopping kat Jusco and rela hati follow ke sana ke mari kat bahagian ladies? ladies as in, yes, ladies :D

-i think this is the best part, abang yang dengan rela hati komen semua selendang dan baju korang dengan komen yang baik just sebab korang repeatedly cakap

"cantik tak Abalang? cantik tak? cakapla cantik? cantik kan? Ya rasa cantikkk sangat! betul cantik kan? Ya sukeeeeee sangat baju cantik! rasa caaaaaaaannntikk sangat. cepat lah tengok betul betul. cantik kan? cantik kan? cantik kannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn?!!"

ini baru sikit okay. so moral of the topic today is that, appreciate your abang. abalang ke balang ke belalang ke, he is your abang. and trust me, he loves you more than your boyfriend does. better, he loves you with true love.

wah. lemau di situ.

bulatan merah : birthday boy

eh lupa, Happy 20th Birthday Abalang Hasif Azami! :P

kurangkan dosa ye semua

today has been a really great day. i finally came back to room at 2.20 pm!! fuh fuh fuhhh. Muna Ain Zalikha pun bangga! because like for the past few days and weeks, balik paling awal pun pukul 5.30 pm. pape tah kan. kadang kadang ada meeting and discussion, kadang kadang saje bajet busy. tapi hari ni memang bangga sangat sebab dapat balik awal. fuh fuh. terharu sangat.

dah la tuh. over gile.

okay, back to the topic. tadi kan ada kelas Pendidikan Islam. okay fine, bukan tadi je. selalu lah ada. to be frank, i have not been giving all my attention and focus to the class. sorry Ustaz :( but today's and previous presentation got me all ears and mouths shut (?) the first one punya topic Sunnah and the second one is Syariah Perundangan Islam. (i think i get the topics right)

but here's the thing, all the contents and points are EXACTLY, exactly hokeh, the same as what i have studied back in form 4 and 5. ya Allah ni bukan deja vu dah. everything was like flashing back and forth non-stop right on my face u know! muka Ustazah Mariaton (which is my Quran Sunnah's Ustazah) and Ustazah Simi (Syariah Islamiah's Ustazah)

talking about these two great persons i know, i am more than proud to express how lucky i am to get the chance to be their student.

Ustazah Mariaton was so macho i tell you. bukan macho ape, style mengajar dia tu. style mengajar dia memang cool sangat. dia akan duduk kat tempat duduk cikgu tu kan, tak senyum tak hape (tapi serius kalo senyum manisssss sangatttt), pastu once bukak mulut, fuhh. semangat dia memang membara. ayat ayat yang digunakan cukup tajam dan macho. sebab tu susah nak tidur time kelas dia sebab semangat dia macam disalurkan ke setiap urat dan sendiri yang membuatkan bulu roma semua tegak.

okay fine, Nazrin Afifi, yelah, kadang kadang aku tertidur jugak.

Ustazah Simi pulak same macho. Ustazah sangat kecik tapi suara fuh fuh. straight empat kelas boleh dengar (walaupun ada dinding batu) so kalo tidur tu boleh diklasifikasi sebagai pekak. sebab agak ajaib untuk sape sape tidur bila Ustazah start explain kat depan. tapi takpe, dengan frequency suara yang macam tu lahh yang buat semua terjaga dan juga rasa bersemangat nak belajar. ni pun macam garang, tapi memang cair kalau tengok Ustazah sengih.

they are the best la i tell you. cara pengajaran tu memang bagus sangat sangat sebab eventhough orang cakap subject Syariah and Quran Sunnah ni subject hafalan, they don't make it that way. i remember they once said (tak ingat mana satu, Ustazah Simi kot)

"nanti dah keluar sekolah, jangan lah perangai teruk teruk ye. kamu ni anak Ustazah jugak. ingat tu kamu pernah belajar Syariah, Quran Sunnah. jangan lupa pulak semua ilmu ni."

okay hold it right there!! the last sentence. hohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

maafkan saya, Asaatizah. jujur saya cakap ni, saya memang suka sangat dua subjek ni. Ustazah pun sangat cool. tapi saya rasa bersalah sebab banyak ilmu tu yang saya dah lupa. malu memang malu. tapi malunyeeee saya sebab dok sebok belajar Biology, TOK, Maths Higher Level (heh) tapi subjek Ustazah ni saya lupa. saya rasa bersalah kat Ustazah yang penat ajar saya tapi saya lupa sekarang. apelah saya ni kan. tadi masa presentation Pai, i was saying to myself

"yeahh aku tau nih aku pernah belajar nihh!!"

1 minute later..

"oh.. aku dah lupa"

dah puas google buku Syariah. ni je jumpe.

Diriwayatkan dari Muawiyah b Abu Sufyan

"Siapa yang Allah mahukan kebaikan padanya nescaya Allah memberi kefahaman agama kepadanya."

HR. Bukhari dan Muslim

coretan ikhlas

i'm writing this in tears.

mana ada. tipu saje *gaya Aliff Farhan (confirm tak baca ni) * im writing this because i know mood dah sampai mood dah sampai.

i would like to talk about acceptance. sebab tadi dah buat reflection dengan seseorang pasal topik ni, so senang nak elaborate sebab points dah ada. hehe. well, i hate to break this to you, but i am a girl with expressions and emotions. sometimes, any time, i can be the sweetest and the next second u find me the most evil of all. so, i know, and i always have been informing myself that it is never easy for people to understand me and accept me the way i am.

and the same goes for me. judgement is inevitable. tipu la kalau takde sape judge sape sape kan. macam kalau budak tu suka tidur, mesti kita fikir dia malas belajar kan. walhal dia geniusssssssssssssssssssss! *referring to Lydia Amira (lebiu)* but here's the thing

everyone is special in their own way.

you can judge as much and deep as you want, but do accept them for who they are. for all the nitrogenous bases in their DNA. you can't change that. maybe radiation can but not you. look at yourself in the mirror and ask yourself would you want to be loved for who you are not? contohnya perempuan ini

poyo kan poyo kan. cuba kalau dia lagi poyo. pastu semua macam tak suka dia. pastu pulaukan dia. tacing kannn. pastu cane kalau dia tetibe jadi baik sangat. eh takde gambar, hehe. mesti dia rasa sedih kan? sebab dia tak dapat jadi diri dia yang sebenar.. dia macam mengurung ikan pari di dalam akuarium. kesian terseksa.

so the question would be, who would we choose to satisfy? the people or ourselves?

the answer is acceptance. (jangan lari tajuk sangat Sya) semua kena sedar diri. takde sape yang perfect kecuali nabi Muhammad SAW. teringat kakak usrah pernah cakap

"raikan kepelbagaian method dakwah"

insyaAllah masuk topik ni. maksudnya, cuba tengok sekeliling. kalau semua kaler pink mesti rasa loya kan, sebab tu ada macam macam kaler. TV3 pun ada tiga kaler. kan. happy tak banyak kaler? *happyyyy. sebab tu kita kena happy jugak orang sekeliling kita berbeza. ape salahnya dia suka Merc saya suka naik bas awam? betul tak? so pelajaran hari ni ye Rurorerni, rambut sama hitam, perut lain-lain. hehe.

gambar di atas adalah sponsor daripada Abanteh yang pemurah. jap, satu tu Kak Ngah punya, Along punya, saya punya. tapi semua still sponsor untuk saya dan saya sahaja.