I find it so easy to be happy or to laugh loudly but I am easier to be sad and cry louder.
I love (yummy) food so much but I don't eat much. In fact, they get lesser each time.
To me, the kids are so lovable but I don't like immaturity.
There are too many thoughts in my head but most of them won't let me get in the way that they become painful instead.
I could sleep so soundly last night but I might just cry myself to sleep tonight.
Because I doubt if I will ever get it: how can you just leave someone after you ran after them for years? How do you head forward without a glimpse to what you have left behind? Why would you do those horrible things without any reason at all? Most importantly, how did I become meaningless so suddenly?
Sya, please. You are not helping yourself, please.