this tired heart and body and soul and ergh.

"Ya, Ya tak rasa malu dan kurang pandai ke?"

"nape nak rasa camtu?"

"tengok adik-beradik Ya semua buat degree, Ya buat diploma je."

DIPLOMA JE-ER?!!!!

the dedicated IB diploma students... :]

i'm writing this with tears and sweats to the that my life has been. not look like one for the past a year i'm taking IB. bukan tak cukup tidur, tapi tidur tak menentu. sekejap sekejap sangat sekejap lama sangat. mana nak betul otak ni. mimpi pun mimpi eHow- Kimono untuk model Malay esok. lame kan?

i wasn't intended to write bad things about IB (though i really wanted to so badly) tapi tu lah, nak meluahkan perasaan yang terpendam di dada. the thing is that; there are more than loads of assignments and projects we gotta do yet so little time and little less energy we students have. we are no robots and heart machine, we need sleep and love. love?! haha.

you get my point kan? i don't know where this topic going, but oh well. sukati la nak tulis apeee. arghhhhhhhhhhhh. tekanannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

....or not. the budget-adorable students. yang kanan tu........

okay bai. nak pegi sambung belajar eHow part 2.

"awak ni Sya. tiap tiap minggu cakap dasyatnya minggu awak. bila minggu tak dasyat?"

minggu lepas SPM dulu *kesat air mata*

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ps/ planning to write about IB in KMB for dummies later for future juniors. tapi takut memusnahkan harapan dan angan angan pulak. muahahaha.