Sem 2 harsh dilemma

i planned on updating my blog like weeks ago. rasa tercabar bila Luqman Safwan made a new post(s) which i find kinda sweet. (okay fine, super sweettt!) here it is. well the thing is, i am gratefully glad that last week has over. and i am griefully (?!) dead today is Monday. tapi takpelah. tulat nak balik.

okay. Sya, jangan mengarut banyak.

Sem 2 has started and it didn't start off very well. very bad, actually. something happened and i kinda lost my way. the path of light, if i may call (bahahahahahahaha) tapi serious la. for the past one month, i was like 'hapebende la aku belajar ni'. pastu petang petang membuta bajet sekolah sesi pagi waktu sekolah rendah dulu. kalau ade Quiz ke Test ke memang sedap kantoi ni. isk. sorry teacher :((

the next thing i know was i hardly control myself from bubuh orang (ayat Fatimah az-Zahra) and everyone macam

'evil do Syakirah.'

huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. napaaa caaakaapp akuuu evilllll. pastu ada yang panggil Syaitan yang paling tak tahan. 'Afif AKKARINRORUORNI, aku tau kau tengah gelak. tapi serious la. simpati jugak sikit-sikit tengok orang yang kena bahan ni. tapi nikmatnya ya Allah, takleh nak berhenti. hehe. tapi lepas muhasabah diri. dapat la satu sinaran tulus putih gitu yang menunjuk ke siratul mustaqim.

Sem 2 punya azam, taknak bahan orang banyak sangat (banyak takpe, banyak sangat takleh) and nak jadi pendiam. yang second tu macam tipu sikit tapi serious ni, i'll try my very best. serious. dah. jangan gelak. i know Sem 2 result is undeniably important for university placement. and the fact that i wasted a month already learning nothing, i should change by now, shouldn't i. so i have to do this my friend. jangan ditangisi semua ini.

ape ni Sya?!

di kesempatan ni jugak saya nak mintak maaf kat semua yang saya pernah bahan dan prank selama ni especially classmates M10E (malasnya nak upload gamba, hehe) walaupun sekejap je tempoh bahan korang, i enjoyed every picosecond of it :DDD but still, my sincerest apology for any heart feelings and rasa dendam di dada. special apology to mangsa utama, Yusra Syazana.

awak hot sangat nak wat caneeewww.

ni pun mangsa jugak. sorry Belon Nabilah Rosaidi :((

so, I, hereby, Syakirah binti Azami, take an oath to change to a better me for a better future. *clap clap* (takdelah poyo sangat kan.)

2:216 InsyaAllah. amiiin.

ps/ dont follow my english. i go astray most of the time.